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【书籍搬运】Journal of the Lord Lovidicus Lovidicus领主的日志

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原文:http://www.uesp.net/wiki/Oblivion:Journal_of_the_Lord_Lovidicus

作者:Lovidicus领主

翻译:半神巫妖

一个吸血鬼追寻爱情的悲剧历程

条目1:美人儿!沉鱼落雁。这是唯一能够准确形容我的爱,少女gro-Malog的词汇。是的,Tamriel的兽人经常被帝国其他的公民们所蔑视,而且很少能和美貌一词扯上关系。所以,我的心肝儿Luktuv才称得上是兽人里的稀有品种,只是和其他族人们长相不同?不仅如此啊,事实上她根本就是她的种族的完美代表,青色的肌肤,优柔的体态,她一直都是那么样的貌美如花。但是我又凭什么去评判她?那么多人谴责我的存在,我又凭什么去苛求她?我只能寄希望于我的爱到时候能够理解我的独特“状态”,即使我还没有揭露最我深处的秘密。

条目2:让这些该死的政客们见鬼去吧!和这些毫无诚意的贵族们商谈税务和贸易事务,搞得有时候我都开始后悔我的贵族出身了。我已经穷尽我的后半生来隐藏我的身份,守护我的秘密。但是现在我开始面临着一个越来越严重的问题了,如果我爱上了一个下等仆人,而且还是个兽人的流言传了出去,毫无疑问,我的生活就全毁了!这就是一个Cyrodiil的贵族的“人生”!

条目3:我真是个懦夫!我还没有勇气告诉我深爱的Luktuv真相。也许这样最好,她知道后会有什么后果?她不可能分享我的力量,只会分享我的恐惧。她会在疑虑和惶恐中度过余生,当然,如果她在她那凡人的后半生里选择和我共度的话,她还是有权利知道真相的。

条目4:真是狂喜啊,她怀孕了!我的心肝儿Luktuv怀了我的孩子!产婆预言是个男孩,我们已经给他取好了名字,就叫Agronak。事实上,我从没想过这样的奇迹会发生在我身上,但是神灵们祝福了我们,一定是这样!我想知道的,当然也是我所担心的是,我的孩子是否继承了我的黑暗天赋。看来只有让时间去告诉我了。

条目5:今晚真相就会揭露出来,我会告诉我的心肝儿Luktuv一切。她会知道我是谁、我是什么。而且我们还会决定最好怎样抚养我们心爱的孩子。

条目6: 叛徒!愚蠢的贱人!Luktuv怎么敢质疑我的动机,质疑我对我自己亲生孩子的爱? 当她知道了真相,那就是我,Lovidicus领主,已经不再是凡人,而是早已以一个吸血鬼的身份生活在这个世界上200多年了的时候,她怎么能如此草率的就对我做了评判!是,我是个恶魔,我是么?也许我早就说过她有这个权利质疑我,也许我早就该在有机会的时候吸干她的血!可是我爱她,和所有男人爱一个女人一样深的爱着她,我想要的,只不过是把我们的孩子带到这个世界,让我能以一个父亲的身份去拥抱他。也许,当Luktuv恢复了理智,现在她拒绝走出她的房间,我们也许可以理性的讨论一下我们的未来。虽然我已经不抱太多的希望了。

条目7:我被囚禁了!我竟然被囚禁在自己的家里了!当我睡觉的时候,Luktuv把我锁在了我自己的房间里,她在门外告诉我,她打算带着我们未出生的孩子逃走。她竟然打算抢走我的孩子!等我有一天自由了,我誓要找到这个贱人,把我的孩子从她肚子里挖出来!

条目8:两周了,自从Luktuv把我关在我的屋子里之后已经过去两周了,无论如何我也没能跑出去,我打不开门!如果我不能尽快吸血,我会发疯的。

条目9:食物鲜血鲜血鲜血鲜血,我要鲜血,要鲜血鲜血鲜血

条目10:…

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Journal of the Lord Lovidicus
by Lord Lovidicus
The tragic journal of a vampire in search of love

Entry 1: Beauty! Pure and sublime. That is the only way to accurately describe my love, the maiden gro-Malog. True, theOrcs of Tamriel are often vilified by the other citizens of the Empire, and rarely would they be considered a pleasure to look upon. So, is my maiden Luktuv a rare breed of Orc, unlike the rest of her kin in physical appearance? Nay. In fact, she is the perfect representative of her race, green skin, muscular frame and all. But beautiful she is, all the same. For who am I to judge? Who am I to criticize when so many would condemn my very existence? I can only hope my love is as understanding when she learns of my unique condition, for I have yet to reveal that most precious of secrets.
Entry 2: Damn the politics of my station! Taxation and trade negotiations and meetings with disingenuous aristocrats -- it's sometimes enough to make me regret my birthright altogether. I've spent the latter half of my life hiding my identity, guarding my secret. But now I am faced with an even greater challenge, for if word were to get out that I have fallen in love with a servant -- and an Orc, no less -- I would be all but ruined! Such is the life of the Cyrodilic nobleman.
Entry 3: Curse me for a coward, but I have not yet found the strength to tell my beloved Luktuv the truth. Perhaps it's for the best, for what benefit is there in her knowing? She would share all of my fears but none of my abilities. Her life would become one of doubt and uncertainty. Still, if she is to spend her remaining mortal days with me, she has the right to know the truth.
Entry 4: Joy and exaltation! She is with child! My beloved Luktuv is carrying my child! The midwives predict a boy, and we have already settled on the name Agronak. In truth, I never realized such miracles were even possible, but the Divines have granted us their blessing, and so shall it be. I must wonder, of course, if my dear child will share in my Dark Gift. Only time will tell.
Entry 5: Tonight the truth will be revealed. I will tell my beloved Luktuv everything. She will know who and what I am, and we will decide how best to raise the precious child that grows in her womb.
Entry 6: Betrayal! Foul and loathsome harlot! How dare Luktuv question my motives, question the love I have for my own unborn child! When she learned the truth, that I, the Lord Lovidicus, am no longer human, that I have walked Tamriel as a vampire for the past two hundred years, how quickly she judged me! So, I am a monster, am I? Perhaps I should have proven her right. Perhaps I should have drained her dry when I had the chance! But I loved her, as deeply as a man has ever loved a woman, and I wanted nothing more than to bring our baby into this world and embrace my new role as father. Perhaps when Luktuv has come to her senses -- for she refuses to come out of her room -- we can have rational discourse about our future. I do not, however, retain much hope.
Entry 7: Imprisoned! Imprisoned in my own home! While I slept, Luktuv locked me in my own private chambers. She called to me through the doors, told me of her plan to escape with our unborn child. She means to keep my baby from me! When I get free, I will find the traitorous whore and rip the child from her very womb!
Entry 8: Two weeks. Two weeks have passed since Luktuv locked me in my quarters. Try as I might, I cannot free myself. I cannot breach the doors! If I don't feed soon, I feel I will go mad.
Entry 9: Food blood blood blood blood I need it I need blood need blood
Entry 10: ...

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